Good Afternoon,
I feel like I am struggling with apathy the more I pray. When I dont pray I find myself more focused on my career, finding a wife etc, but when I pray more I feel I care less about those things is this normal? I really find what I study interesting, and I don't feel as if I'm being called into monastic life because I've often been attracted to girls and have thought about having a family what does this mean?
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