What if you want to spend that hour reading a spiritual book and the agbeya becomes a burden?
I sometimes feel like sleeping a bit longer I think because I dont want to read from the agbeya straight away I think... it seems repetitive and my feelings maybe isnt much different then the last time I read from it I think.
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I find that memorization is important. If you memorize certain parts it will come to you easily like the Lord's prayer. This allows you to pray the selection anywhere you go without having the Agbeya book infront of you.
This, then, will not feel like a "burden" anymore.
Also, God judges you on your effort. So as long as you put an effort to improve your spiritual life (by prayer, fasting, being spiritualy prepared and free of guilt etc.) If you are unable to read the seven hours of the agbeya, then you need not worry as long as you made an effort.
Forever,
Coptic Servent
actually abouna said that the time you spend on school is the time God considers that isnt empty... and its the time "el rabina be awado"... but like i cant pray every single hour if im at school...
btw can someone tell me exactly when we're supposed to pray each hour? i know prime is in the morning, vespers is the evening and compline is at night but what about the rest?
thanks in advance ;) :)
Terce: 9:00 A.M.
Sext: 12:00 P.M. (noon)
None: 3:00 P.M.
Vespers: 5:00 P.M.
Compline: 6:00 P.M.
Midnight: 12:00 A.M.
Just add 6 hours to whatever hour it is in the agpeya
And still I dont think I was really contemplating much I think..
and then there is so much prayers left... and I want to be reading something I enjoy like a spiritual book... because sometimes I am depressed and I have been diagnosed with clinical depression before I think.
pray for me!
And pray for me to feel im a sinner.. because maybe I think im very holy now.
If we follow that maybe we wont have as much time to do good deeds to our brothers and sisters who are poor, naked, in prison, thirsty, hungry .. and to strangers? and other good deeds?
But maybe I like this because I feel like im unable to help my brothers and sisters... or to have much sweet conversation and care for them sometimes.... but the truth is" I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me"
Will God accept me if I pay attention to prayers and bible reading and not do as much good deeds? But then what good will the bible reading do to me if I dont apply it?
But how often does God send to me a poor, hungry, thirst, orphan, widow, stanger, one who is poorly clothed.. etc? am I able mentally to deal with someone in prison? what will I say to him/her? Must I seek these people out? Where will I find them?
Maybe people here have the same questions?